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无意间我觉悟了！
我嘛，很喜欢把一件简单的事情复杂化，为何呢？因为想太多咯。我很希望自己能够把每件事情看的很简单，不要刻意去想。
其实啊，我不了解自己。知道吗？世上最难了解的人就是自己了，我们永远没有办法知道自己下一步会怎么走，走了一步后，又得去想自己为何走着一部？见仁见智，我的想法是这样，至少我是这样。哈哈
在晒衣服时，突然想到一间困扰我多年的事，不过这件事可能会困扰我一辈子吧。很多人多知道我怕猫,它真的很可怕。那时我告诉kim，如果猫能绝种就好了（不是我黑心啦，只是它的存在的的确确对我生命造成威胁）。今天我又告诉老爸同样的话。而他们的回答：不可能，越普通的动物，它的繁殖能力就越强。唉，我多希望它们能走入历史，成为人们所怀念的动物。这样也算光荣了吧！ |
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short entry for today, i am busy knitting!!!!!
1. i have gotten my result today. well, i did pretty alright for this time. i guess i can do better if i work harder. haha It is a good start and i am aiming higher for next sem.
2. earn and kim wanna 围巾， i am knitting now, hopefully i can give them on thurs. i try huh, my frenz. treat me better hor. haha
yoooohoooooo!!! |
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Super bored, dun feel like watching any show online, bored.
Wonder if I should get some story books to read, but what should i read? Visit library???? Damn, I am having HOLIDAY!!!!
Shit!!! I am very sick of books now!!! |
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这一天应该是我有史以来最开心的一堂不惜可吧。原来老师的成就感就如此简单，看着学生认真做作业就好有满足感。
他天性聪明，只不过不用功。他不肯认真好好思考，态度也让我失望，成绩一直没有进步。我努力过很多，也尝试了不同的方法，始终无法见效，有一次还受不来哭了呢！其实只要他的态度稍微转变，就可行了。可是态度是很难改变的。但这一切都会过去，希望就从这一天起。
我不惜在补习的前一个晚上，特地准备了他曾做过的文章，close passage,也复印了三年级comprehension passage，他的答案让我很失望。我突然不知道我该怎么办，我生气了，可是也忍耐住，用比较委婉的口气训了他一顿。结果还蛮见效的。哈哈
“我可以让你不断做练习，而你也可以在这么多的练习中频频出错，但是有用吗？你要的只是这样的补习?还是你想要有比较好的前途? 我宁可你好好的做一篇练习。。。。。。”
哇，结果他很认真地做下一篇练习。看见他认真努力的样子，分数已不在我的考虑范围里了，不过答案还可以。突然就觉得在他的身上看见了一丝希望，希望他以后都会按照这样的方式做练习。成就感觉如此简单而易，我现在明白为什么会有“成绩就是给老师最好的礼物”这句话了。
成绩是学生学习的成果，也是老师满足感的来源，它验证了学生是否从老师的教学中学到了该学的知识，也证明了老师教学的方式是对的。满足快乐就如此简单，现在才能体会老师的心情。:) |
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haha, i met my supervisor for lunch at Little India. suprising right, i like indian food. it was damn nice, guess the companion plays a part. After half a year, finally i get to meet her. Initially it was a bit awkward, i guess i dun noe how to start. haha, but it gets better as we chat along. She took pic of me, haiz!!!
I think i am a good employee, she said that those employee after me did not really fulfill their criterion. One was too demanding, one was too anxious. haiz, too bad, i am attached to MOE. so ya, no chance for other companies. sorry la. perhaps after 4years. who noes if i gonna be on this job for my life. eh, maybe not possible whole life, cos i have a dream to fulfill too. Hard to say ba.
well, she was a bit too exaggerating, asking if i wanna consider modelling. haha, i dun fulfill the criterion la and i dun wish to also. On the way back, i met my juliet. though it was Hi and BYE, it was really a rare chance for me to see her. she is also an indian who is really similar to Mohana. both are nice women :)
The company changed a lot since ever i left. well, it is changing all along. well, i shall not criticize much bt it. However it is glad to noe that her life is much better under the new manager:). I shall meet her again next year when she is back from holiday. yeappy:)
ok after lunch, as promised i went to East coast park with Jun to meet Kim, JL, MH and CH. reached there 3 plus and left around 4 plus, short!! Bus journey back took 1 hour plus. haha, weird ppl.
one thing i must really say: it is really hard to catch those soft toy in those machine, cheater only. haiz
eh, as stated on Kim's Blog, we went for badminton and basketball when we reached home. haha, it is always fun with kim, she nv 手下留情. haha. As a woman, we gossip. haha, cannot tel wor.
Pic to share
Me N kIM, earn: my facial expression gt change ma? huh!!!!
Poor loner, he choose to be alone. ???
Finally catch u, my dear dear jun!! haha
自恋姐姐(en妹妹not with u wor) cant imagine if they are tgt, i guess kim will have 50 over pics to upload -_-!!
Weird expression!!! |
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一早起来，就很感伤。 又联想到刚刚看完的偶像剧，觉得一个人的人生其实有很多人留下的足迹。
人与人的机遇很巧妙，无论是朋友，爱人或是无关紧要的人，他们都在我的生命中留下的足迹。这些足迹，或许会被淡忘，或许是刻意遗忘，或许会越久越深，但他们多是美好的回忆。当年老时，仔细回味，颇有乐趣。
有些人有些事不过是生命中的过客，有些人有些事却是心中最重要的。有些经过了，有些错过了，无论是经过的还是错过的，他们的足迹就这样随着相遇而印在生命里。
如果它被淡忘了，那是否代表，这人是无关紧要的，只不过是个过客。如果它是刻意被遗忘的，那么这人是曾经进入你的心，而因为某种原因，必须被遗忘，这种遗忘会留下疤印吗？如果是越想越深，那代表的是什么？我认为，一：他是生命中不可缺的人，这包括了朋友，爱人，亲人。二：他是曾经错过，而不知是否会在相遇或继续错过的人。这样的人，又该如何遗忘。这也许就是想被遗忘却不能遗忘的人吧。
如果把人生的比喻成一片海滩，哪些人的足迹是清楚？哪些人的是被淹没？哪些人的是越陷越深？
很感伤吗？我呀就是吃饱没事做，竟想些有的没的。
对了，感伤后，有个很有趣的绕口令，超好笑的。
羚羊先生身体痒，
去太平洋赶羚羊。
赶往羚羊吃干粮，
吃完干粮身体痒。
酷吧！是一部台湾综艺节目里所听见的。哈哈 |
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一个学生的态度，如果不正确，那是否代表无论老师如何努力也不可能让他起死回生呢？
我很纳闷，看见了那作文我心中感到无助，完完全全不知道该如何改下去。原来老师没有我想象中的简单。
虽然我教的是英文，和自己本身擅长的完全相反，可是无论是英文还是华文，他们的本质还是一样的。虽是英文，但我深信我能胜任，再怎么说也我都走到这么远了啊！
可是我呢？未来呢？好像不那么容易走，可是选择了就不能后悔，这一刻的后悔可能会在造成无数的后悔，那人生只会更痛苦而以。
我能用什么办法让他对学习感到兴趣呢？这个问题很重要嘛。我在想在想，我不会放弃。其实教学每那么简单，它可能是最难的。
我尝试用我所认为的方法，但每个学生的性质不同。对我有效的，不一定对他有效。我该怎么办呢？怎样才能使他达到他改由的水准呢？ |
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今天我和一群朋友去party world,唱得很开心，走音也不知道，wei earn 暴笑我才知道。可怜的我，不过weiearn也有走音咯。哈哈，jun 呢老样子哈哈，hanson 华文虽不好，不过还读的懂歌词，不错啦。
最重要的是，我买了一份礼物给老爸，是腰带。他说他很需要，上次买的那条坏了。我想老爸是第一次收到包好的礼物。像他那样老古董的人，不会很在乎这些，生活对于他越简单越好，可是你的女儿不会让你简单过活。哈哈。
老爸这次没有骂我喔，他每次都会说我几句才收下我买给他的东西。 哈哈，这次没有喔。不过他有说：“你给我钱比较实际。”哈哈，会啦，只是时间还没到。
写到这儿，就思潮起伏。 记得很小的事后，我一生病，老爸就会马上带我去看医生，他知道我生病时胃口不好，就会带我出去吃东西，我记得那几次是吃炒面。而每次只有我在吃，他呢？没有！我想那段日子是我最难忘的。我还记得，我来新加坡时，爸爸买给我的第一生日礼物是只手表。而妈妈也买了一套衣服给我，很简单的衣服，但却有满满的回忆，那套衣服我还收着，虽然黄了，但我永远不会丢掉的。因为那时我最美好的回忆。
这些年，虽然发生了很多是，但我知道，他还是爱我的，只是彼此不知道如何表达，却在日常生活中不小心露出。其实说实在的我是很孝顺的，时间会证明一切。哈哈。 |
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今天突然有感而发，不为什么只为抒发情感。
当两个曾在同一条路上的人，在不久后，发现其实两人正渐渐走向不同的两条路。我与你之间的距离也就不知不觉拉远了，你我的世界已变得如此陌生。有一天见面时，开场白会是？最终话又是？
一条路走到一直走着，到了交岔路时，你会选择和他一起还是选择自己的路。在爱情和前途前，你的抉择会是什么？这选择会让你后悔吗？回想人生时，你的感触？
如果看得见当初，如果有“早知如此”，就不会有“后悔”。
当面临人生的选择是，请慎重考虑，别意气用事，因为你永远不知道你的后悔是什么时候！！！ |
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It has been a long tim since my last update. I was pretty busy with my activities after exam, quite packed. oh ya, i nv get a chance to hibernate. saddening....
Should i update on what i did these few days, i feel is quite boring to give an account on those daily activities. ya, that is my thinking.
I am meeting my supervisor soon, haha, i guess i really miss her. She is the one of those few in my life, who gives me direction. She has taught me a lot even it was like only a few months. so excited. Actually i felt so sorry, initially i planned to meet her right after my exam, but there are so many things coming out. i have to postpone it le. haiz.
erm, i seriously have no idea on what to update on my blog, that's why i nv update. haha , fang fang noe it? |
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Before starting my A plus story. i must really comment on one thing.
I was having my exam today, and the instructions given by the teacher is so clear "please fo not write anything before u are told to do so." i guess that girl dun under eng or she has hearing problem. she flip over the paper and studied the question when everyone was waiting for instruction. she started planning when everyone was waiting to start. she covered her paper when the teacher walked towards her. so obviously she know it is not a right thing to do. but she jus do it. it is atrocious and her behaviour is unbearable, given that she is a uni student. i guess she need to go back and take PSLE to train to understand eng better. obviously she is not SINGAPOREAN. haiz. i am so ashame of her action. hope that she dun score well, so that it is fair to everyong.
now is my A story. i was like so sad cos i have to take my assignments today. to my suprise i gotten a A plus, woooo, it is first essay (chinese 论文)，i do it quite last min, i mean a few weeks before duedate. I am so glad that at least there is some hope for me. haha. 我爱月亮（my essay topic)。它真的很美！
but sad to say, my the other chinese essay did not really score well. haiz, average marks. that module meant to be dead since the start of mid term, though it is a chinese module!!!!
it is my first A plus, not first A(there are A minus too). hopefully there are more As to come. hehe
i am looking forward to next sem and wonder which one should be my major ifi have a choice. but both seems ok to me:) |
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